anyway, sad as it might be, i'd rather focus my energy on enjoying my life and my passions and treating those near me with respect which means allowing them to be autonomous in thought and feeling. there's nothing as mutilating to friendship and exchange of ideas than feeling you can't express an opinion about the simplest of things without being slapped. if someone treats me with complete contempt the second i open my mouth before one word passes my lips- when i have done nothing to them to deserve it- i can't say that they value my friendship or my being very much at all. that sort of relationship appeals to me not at all.
'want more, need less'. why the hell isn't that curve song on utube? that really is my feeling- i want more, need less. quality not quantity.
it's tanita tikarim's birthday. i was awfully fond of this song- played it out often. it's very goth, twirly.
